EMERGENCY!!!

Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God, oh my God!!! What do I do?
It's been an ENTIRE DAY and msn still isn't working. I'm freaking out, I actually don't know what to do with myself. I actually RELY on being able to have access to a social outlet and Sarah and Andrea are in class and everyone's door is closed and.....quite frankly I can't take it.

The weird thing is, I wasn't always like this. In high school, I probably logged on each year the number of times I now long in per day. I was just like, "I talk to these people all day and then often hang out with them after school. Why would I need anymore contact with them?"
>during the summer I started using it more often, and then once the realization set in that I was leaving my friends, I started to use it compulsively. Once I got here, msn became my crack. I need my fix each day. I talk to high school people, my siblings, hell even my roommate. Why do I love it so much? Well, perhaps my brain is too slow for this high paced world and I enjoy that little bit of extra time that is afforded by "instant" messaging.

If each day was a pie, preferably a raspberry pie with chewy crust and the criss-crossed pastry on top, it would be split like this:
sleep and naps: 1/2 the pie
school work/class: 1/8 of the pie
talking to friends/entertainment: 1/8 of the pie
msn: 1/4 of the pie

*see now I'm getting frustrated with how to split up the pie without making really hard fractions like 19/231 so just imagine school work getting a little less of that pie and talking to friends and stuff getting more....just....IT'S A REALLY BIG FUCKING PIE OKAY?

What I'm trying to say is that each day I spend a lot of time on it, so now that's it's not working, I'm basically left twiddling my thumbs.

I also just did my soph interview today, so usually I'd be laughing with some of my friends on msn about some of my stupid answers, or making fun of the rubber boots I wore or SOMETHING. But alas, I'm left to entertain myself. Alright, I think I've rambled on way too much, it's just that as I've been writing this, I've been compulsively pressing the "retry" button to no avail. I must go now though. But guys, please let me know if it comes back on! Oh wait, [tear], you can't because there's no MSN!